I wondered about each one of them and what their story was. All kinds of scenarios went through my mind. It’s so easy to put a story with an outer appearance and yet I’ve learned from my interviewing the homeless, that what is on the inside does not always match the outside. The Lord knew this. . .I believe this is why we read in His Word. . . “For man looks on the outward appearance but the Lord looks at the heart.” I quote this verse many times when talking about the homeless. And yet, this day in the dentist office, I found myself staring, on the brink of judging. And then I looked down at the book in my lap. Guess what the title of it was? “Why Jesus” by Ravi Zacharius.
Why Jesus? Because he loves the purple Mohawks, the dirty feet, the argumentative teen. . .and me. Why Jesus? Because He gave His life to give us the ultimate gift. . .Grace. I know of no other who gives grace and teaches us to give the same as He.
Grace. . .an undeserved gift. A gift I ask people to give to the “least of these.” Was I issuing grace by staring and letting my mind wander? Was I a messenger giving good news? Not this day. As I let my mind wander, one by one, each one in the waiting room was called to the back. I found myself alone again. I don’t know if I messed up this day or not, but as I was starting to beat myself up about staying quiet I was reminded, I’ve been set free, I was lost but now I’m found, was blind, but now I see, this wretch was saved for ever and ever. I don’t know where those people stand, if they will be at the banquet table or not. So I prayed for each one, that if they are not now, they will be found, sight to be opened, and grace given to set them free.
The purple Mohawk was very friendly and had a great smile. The dirty feet and arguing deaf boy sweetly smiled at me too before leaving. I smiled back. Did they issue grace? They might not have realized it, but I felt like I had received it.
Grace is such a powerful thing. It can float around a room and you think you know where it will land and then it lands right on you. My son left the office this day with cleaner teeth and I left with a more grace filled soul. Three people touched me, though they never knew it. I won’t waste it. I will pass it on. Oh amazing grace, how sweet the sound, how sweet the touch!
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Love it when grace floats around the room and lands on me! A true treasure.
Hey there neighbor:) Oh...more grace filled...I need that too. It is amazing where our minds can race so quickly...Oh to have the mind and heart of Christ. What is impossible with Man is possible with God. blessings to you Kris~
Really liked this.
Reminds me of the old Amy Grant song, "My Father's Eyes"!
How many times have we all stared? Thank you for reminding me how undeserving I am also.
Beautifully written Kris...Chelle
It is a light bulb moment when we realize just how amazing Grace really is!. Beautifully honest exaple. Thanks for sharing this with us!
A delicious post Christin – where would we be without the grace of God? Grace for purple Mohawks and people like me who just didn't and don't deserve it – and who give God much more trouble than they're worth (me again). Only in his last year of blogging. Do I actually look at people and wonder about their stories as you did in that office – I've learned so much by reading so many whose words I heart. Thank you for this Kristin, and God bless and keep you, and hold you close, and do the same for each and every one of yours.
Kind of like musical chairs!!! What a nice visual of grace floating around the room and wondering who it will land upon! This was beautiful, Kristin! We just never know where it will show up and what the two choices will be --- in your case, grace or being judgemental. And the double blessing is when He turns it and it lands on US! I just loved it! Thank you for this!
That's beautiful. The grace you gave was pressed down, shaken together and returned - spilling over :)
Very much informative and really very much help
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