(I plan out my stories to post a week, sometimes 2 weeks in advance. I had a different story for today, but God stepped in and said, "I have a different one for you today." I'm so glad He did! All because of Him)
My sweet first born.
He became a prodigal 5 years ago. Taking roads I never thought in a million years he would take. He left, came back, left, came back, and left again with so much in between. I started to write a book just to process it all in my mind. So I won’t go into it all here, too much, not enough space for now.
But we received a letter from him last week pretty much saying he was tired of all the voices and was getting alone to think, to break some addictions, and to figure things out, just him and God.
This past Saturday was a good day. A beautiful day. A day filled with grace, unconditional love, and all things good. It’s just a start, but then, all good things start somewhere.
Someone said I looked peaceful here. John 14:27 came to mind. . ."Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you." (only from Him, only from Him!)
The fact that this picture could be taken. . .grace and unconditional love. . .(only from Him, only from Him!)
He played for us on the porch. He won many awards and trophies on college campuses when he was a young boy playing in piano competitions before judges. He never walked away from the music. He has talent. . .(only from Him, only from Him!)
I taught him to play the piano for the first 4 years. Now he tries to teach me on strings, but I don't do as well. The fact that he is on my porch with our hands like this. . .(only from Him, only from Him!)
These big feet walked away for the first time 5 years ago. Saturday they walked back up the driveway and next to his momma. They were different this time. (only from Him, only from Him!)
My heart is grateful. My heart is full.
Only from Him!
(If you're wondering where my husband, Tim's dad was, he's the one standing behind the camera shooting and smiling from ear to ear)
275. finding beautiful Psalms that fit the situations
276. gorgeous cherry trees in bloom all over town
277. fresh flowers for inside the house
278. hearing someone whistle while they work
279. hand-written letter from my Mom
280. paychecks
281. provisions
282. receiving a birthday present. . .20 days after my birthday
283. guitar music on the front porch
284. talk and laughter with my three guys over Arby sandwiches and fries
285. younger son always opening the door for me
286. first born whispering "thank you" and "I love you Mom" in my ear
287. photos to capture "the moments"
288. amazing grace
289. the ability to see all my gifts from the One and Only, my Heavenly Father
P.S. Tomorrow is my Tuesdays for Tim where I pray and fast all day. Please get past the sound of the holiness of this. I am far from this. I wanted to get down low as I could to raise him up as much as I could. There are now 21 others I lift up also. If I could raise up one or more of your loved ones, or a situation, please share with me, I would be honored to do so.