Changes

*after posting my last two posts, I felt I needed to repost this one, written after last Christmas.  The sweet soul my son has always had is still in there, and I am getting to see it more and more.  He is still much the prodigal, but I believe steps are being made to bringing him home.  When, I don't know. It could be tomorrow, it could be years. But I've learned to trust his care to my Lord and Savior, and I am at peace, waiting with my heart always open. . .*


I had to change the light bulb the other day and got to thinking about all the things that change. Some we do ourselves, others we have no control over, like the changing of the weather. We change out batteries, we change the sheets, new momma's change the diapers, daddy's change the channels. Some change their spouses, others change their jobs and houses. Out with the old and in with the new. Just like the number of our changing years.

Circumstances can change and at times when you least expect it. My family changed years ago in a way that I didn’t like. The precious first born walked away and I was devastated. I wanted to crawl up in a fetal position and hide. . .and I did for awhile. But my God, who does not change, was there with me and would not let me stay in that position. He met me and taught me to stand up and be strong in Him, that my life goes on to live for Him no matter what. He said, “Leave your changes in my Hands to deal with and go on to live, go on to serve.”

In the last five years, so many changes came with this first born child of mine. Every time my mind reeled, God brought me right back in to Him. The God who is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow and forever, only with Him could there be peace in the chaotic changes this world brings on.

Change can be bad, good, scary, exciting. Change always brings about some kind of emotion. I’m so thankful for a God who does not change with the winds of emotions, and the changing of circumstances. My God is strong, He is solid, He is steadfast and loving always. He is always there to hold me up and give me blessings, sometimes when I am least expecting.

First born came over our threshold again after many, many months of silence. He got a hug from his momma. As the lights twinkled on the Christmas tree, he pointed to a bag with a tree on it and said, “That one’s for you.” I opened it up and drew out a beautiful shiny black box with an even more beautiful silver engraved label with the inscription on top, “Love you Mom”.

First born immediately got a hug from his momma. Then I opened the shiny black box and found a beautiful pen with a quote he had inscribed on it. . .

“One joy scatters a hundred griefs.” So true! First born got another hug from his momma.

He said to me, "I know you like to write, so I wanted to get you a nice pen." A thoughtful thought from him. . .he got another hug from momma!

Change. . .I never know from one day to the next what will happen around me, but I’m sane because I serve a mighty God who never changes. I find comfort in that. I find strength in that.

What changes will tomorrow bring? I don’t know but God has it in His hands. And I will always hold that Righteous Right Hand of His and it will all be ok.

Do changes scare you? I'll be honest, they scare me sometimes, I'm only human. But I know from experience to look to the One who never changes and call out to Him. He’s right there. He is a light that never needs changing. Let's take His Hand and never let go. Through the changes we don't like, holding His hand, we can learn from them and move on. And for the good changes, let that joy scatter the griefs and let's praise His Holy Name!



Once in a great while I get to have one of these joys. . .

and I praise God!